Ah Tren .. the super hot blonde college cheerleader with a raging case of herpes.....I love you tonight but I'll never forget how you made me feel and what you left me with.
My experience with Tren was both phenomenal, like having Zazie Skymm
walk up to you in an airport bar and tell you she just needs to sit on your face for 12 hours and horrifying like watching a kitten get run over by a school bus at 5mph. I'll explain (yes I'm fucking long winded. I have both ADD and OCD so my brain works a Lil different gimme a break. I see the point and I want to get to it, but I also see all these other things I have to address. Systematically. Thoroughly. With great detail. Maybe repeatedly).
Anyways....
Always wanted to try ever since I met "Spike". A 5'3" jacked leprechaun at my old gym. Leprechaun because he had fire red hair and an Irish accent, not because we was short. Dude was an (even more) miniature version off Lee Priest. Super strong, super cut, super hard (yeah Im a shoulder smacker "hey brother!" Guy. Concrete. I'm 6'6" and always hover around 260-280 and im in less that shitty shape for 43, but I wanted that. I did a ton of research and I was like "nope, nope, no way. Not gonna do it". And then I did.
Unfortunately at the time the only source I had was a dude in my gym who "had a guy". So for the nominal fee of $120 I bought a piss yellow, unlabeled vial of oil with sharpie written on the bottom "TRNA75". After sitting the the cabinet for 3 weeks I decided to give it a go. I was such a pussy, I started with approximately 25mg (and wrote my wife a note saying " if I'm dead, I took Tren. The bottle is in my stash. Its the one I would never take. Tell (my son) I'll haunt his dreams if he ever takes it).
For some reason post first injection I got a raging hard on, still a mystery today. I get ragers when I get mad too, but I might just have some wires crossed.
Gains were unbelievable, quick and steady even at 25. I'm a low dose guy. I'll grow the same at 200/150 Test/NPP as I would at 500/300. I see no need to superdose but my opinion.
So went up to 50, "dayum" mode. Dropped a little fat, gained a farmer's bucket in muscle. Then to 75 and that's when the bolts came loose
I literally turned into another person. I was super aggressive. Super emotionally unstable. Super duper sexually deviant. It was bad. From my side I was all good. But the day my sweet little wife who never raised her voice threw a piggy bank at my face and called me a motherfucker, something was wrong. After she calmed down and I apologized she said "I know you take testosterone and the mandrolone (as she called it) but what else are you taking? You are not my funny, loving husband. You're an asshole". I immediately stopped.
Within 2 weeks I started having panic attacks. I thought I was dying. They got so bad I would have to go walk with headphones on for an hour outside and breath. Was this from the Tren? I don't know. But I've never had them before and the timing coincides. I ended up getting on a short stent of anxiety meds.
Then the palpitations started. Felt like I was free falling for half a second. Heart would beat real fast, then one time real hard, then stop. Had a stress test. All clean. Holster monitor, was diagnosed with LVH and told to stop lifting heavy and taking ababolics. I have a family so I did.
Fast forward to now (5 years). Anxiety is no more. I'm me, professional, mature husband when I need to be and at all other times a goofy, light hearted dad who likes to have fun. I'm on low dose Test/NPP now and I feel awesome. I started coaching and training football players, renovating a massive 5090 sq ft house on 20 acres so I'm a little sloppy right now but serious is just a few days away
Point is this is my story, not the same as others. I will never do Tren again. I obviously don't have the personality to support such a powerful androgen. Doesn't mean it will be the same for you. I know people who take it regularly and are fine. I also know people who have had heart failure and are not fine. Could have been a shitty batch, but its just not for me. Its like that kinky ex you see from time to time. It was fun, and she is super hot but you still remember how bad she fucked you over. I stay with my bread and butter now. May grab some epistane if and when I find. I love that shit so if anyone knows where this guy can get some you are my new best friend.
Anyway, so. Yeah. Pros and Cons
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