my current little story and goals.
too long? tldr version: 32yo natty thinking about trying 1st cycle
32years old, spent the last 2 years recovering from head injuries and metabolic haywire.
burglarized and almost killed. lost a shit ton of weight dropped down to 130 lbs at 6'2"
finally healed a bunch and have put some of my weight back on im sitting at about 165 lately
fun fact: im on a zero carb carnivore diet and have put on said 35 lbs of muscle so far on it.
been into the gym since i was 17, never had a talent getting big but always looking leaner than fuck.
been into peptides modgrf and ghrp6/2/ipamorelin as of the last month as my soft intro into ped's
i dont wana get too detailed about how fucked up my health got but it was bad and 170 has been my goal weight for a while now before i consider myself healed from the burglary.
i got up to about 155-160 before i decided to give peptides a try, and ive gained another 5-10 lbs of muscle from it in the last month. (sittting at 165-170 which is very sentimental this was my weight when i was healthy still)
so as of lately my stance on steroids has changed dramatically, and i feel like playing in the pool finally will help me get over a lot of ptsd including the feeling of years lost in the gym against my control.
psilocybin mushrooms helped with a lot of brain trauma symptoms, and getting me back to normal ( healthy and working anyways, what is normal )
currently thinking of doing like a 12week cycle of just test, peaking at like 250-300 test somewhere in the middle + i gotta do more research on ai's and pct and how much id need to go concurrently with that. im a total newbie here... was gonna try ordering from azteca or somebody sometime soon when i can afford it.
basically i wana gain like 15 lbs only. nothing insane. i have an addictive mindset so we'll see if that changes
I appreciate any thoughts on my mild cycle ideas, i know it sounds tame AF, and who knows i might not even go up to 250 lol... im patient and can always do another cycle...
I always research, read, watch videos on a topic as much as I can so lmk your thoughts. part of me is willing to do a crazier cycle, part of me just wants to keep it tame the first go
lmk what your favorite vendors are or anything you think would help a newbie out
too long? tldr version: 32yo natty thinking about trying 1st cycle
32years old, spent the last 2 years recovering from head injuries and metabolic haywire.
burglarized and almost killed. lost a shit ton of weight dropped down to 130 lbs at 6'2"
finally healed a bunch and have put some of my weight back on im sitting at about 165 lately
fun fact: im on a zero carb carnivore diet and have put on said 35 lbs of muscle so far on it.
been into the gym since i was 17, never had a talent getting big but always looking leaner than fuck.
been into peptides modgrf and ghrp6/2/ipamorelin as of the last month as my soft intro into ped's
i dont wana get too detailed about how fucked up my health got but it was bad and 170 has been my goal weight for a while now before i consider myself healed from the burglary.
i got up to about 155-160 before i decided to give peptides a try, and ive gained another 5-10 lbs of muscle from it in the last month. (sittting at 165-170 which is very sentimental this was my weight when i was healthy still)
so as of lately my stance on steroids has changed dramatically, and i feel like playing in the pool finally will help me get over a lot of ptsd including the feeling of years lost in the gym against my control.
psilocybin mushrooms helped with a lot of brain trauma symptoms, and getting me back to normal ( healthy and working anyways, what is normal )
currently thinking of doing like a 12week cycle of just test, peaking at like 250-300 test somewhere in the middle + i gotta do more research on ai's and pct and how much id need to go concurrently with that. im a total newbie here... was gonna try ordering from azteca or somebody sometime soon when i can afford it.
basically i wana gain like 15 lbs only. nothing insane. i have an addictive mindset so we'll see if that changes
I appreciate any thoughts on my mild cycle ideas, i know it sounds tame AF, and who knows i might not even go up to 250 lol... im patient and can always do another cycle...
I always research, read, watch videos on a topic as much as I can so lmk your thoughts. part of me is willing to do a crazier cycle, part of me just wants to keep it tame the first go
lmk what your favorite vendors are or anything you think would help a newbie out
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