reallyripped
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Hey ! I'm an 18 year old that has been training for over a year, seriously training since June of last year. Pump the brakes on the replies, guys. I'm not hopping on gear right now. I've been making really fast gains, that haven't slowed down... at all really. If anything, shit went wayyy up since September I wanna say. Been trying to eat a fuck ton, started using creatine and whatnot, and I've put on a decent amount of muscle, without much fat gain. This is where the temptations are coming in... My new training partner is a natty men's physique competitor and he said that I'm "Obviously gifted" (I'm not strong or anything, he just means propensity to put on muscle, and insertions I'm assuming). Now, this isn't to inflate my ego, please try to see where I'm going with this.
I see my insertions and I just imagine what I'd look like if I hopped on, on the chance that I responded well.... I don't think I'd look incredible or anything, but definitely good enough to the point where any more improvements wouldn't yield results in the "real world" (how I look to normal people, and attract women) if you know what I mean.
I spend a great deal of my free time researching about anabolics, and even took Anatomy and Physiology in my senior year to understand a lot of the lingo that goes on in research papers, and the mechanisms that can be leveraged by hormone use. I estimate that in around a year, I'll have a decent amount of knowledge when it comes to anabolics. I already have a general idea of what to do for a first cycle (which is really easy to figure out), and know some basic cycles for growth phases and cutting and whatnot.
While I keep growing steadily (just recently hit 160lbs lean at around 6'0 or 5'11), the thought of what I'd look like on gear is almost all consuming to me. Don't get me wrong, I study hard, and at the moment, am a high honors student. I also own a clothing brand and have worked (designed) for a lot of big names in fashion. I'm not a bum or a degenerate narcissist or anything. It's just that I keep feeling smaller and smaller.. I recently found this website through researching Janoshik Analytical, researching the labs that tested through them, which led me here. I now have several sources at my disposal.
Every cell in my brain is telling me to see how far I can go natty until I hit a near insurmountable plateau, which is when hormone intervention would maybe start to make sense.. It's only logical. But the deep urge, driven by my darker, reckless self is increasingly difficult to resist.
There is no point to this post. Just looking to talk to people about this who actually use anabolics. I am tired and lethargic a lot of the time. While I am quite accomplished overall, I still feel like a piece of shit a lot too. Does using testosterone help with this? Do you feel better about yourself? Let's talk!
I see my insertions and I just imagine what I'd look like if I hopped on, on the chance that I responded well.... I don't think I'd look incredible or anything, but definitely good enough to the point where any more improvements wouldn't yield results in the "real world" (how I look to normal people, and attract women) if you know what I mean.
I spend a great deal of my free time researching about anabolics, and even took Anatomy and Physiology in my senior year to understand a lot of the lingo that goes on in research papers, and the mechanisms that can be leveraged by hormone use. I estimate that in around a year, I'll have a decent amount of knowledge when it comes to anabolics. I already have a general idea of what to do for a first cycle (which is really easy to figure out), and know some basic cycles for growth phases and cutting and whatnot.
While I keep growing steadily (just recently hit 160lbs lean at around 6'0 or 5'11), the thought of what I'd look like on gear is almost all consuming to me. Don't get me wrong, I study hard, and at the moment, am a high honors student. I also own a clothing brand and have worked (designed) for a lot of big names in fashion. I'm not a bum or a degenerate narcissist or anything. It's just that I keep feeling smaller and smaller.. I recently found this website through researching Janoshik Analytical, researching the labs that tested through them, which led me here. I now have several sources at my disposal.
Every cell in my brain is telling me to see how far I can go natty until I hit a near insurmountable plateau, which is when hormone intervention would maybe start to make sense.. It's only logical. But the deep urge, driven by my darker, reckless self is increasingly difficult to resist.
There is no point to this post. Just looking to talk to people about this who actually use anabolics. I am tired and lethargic a lot of the time. While I am quite accomplished overall, I still feel like a piece of shit a lot too. Does using testosterone help with this? Do you feel better about yourself? Let's talk!
